A Little Bummed Out

I'm a little bummed out now. Within the past week I have found out that my uncle has terminal cancer and it is over his entire body. He is making final arrangements. I just don't know how he can do that. I think I would be too numb to. I took my cat to the vet yesterday, and her liver is in decline. I've had Casey for 11 years. Within the last 3 months she has been very cuddly...wanting to sit in my lap or sleep by me everyday. The vet didn't give her very long-she's just bones now. My aunt is not doing well and they don't know what is wrong with her. My other aunt has been diagnosed with precancerous cervical cancer. I'm glad that was caught early. It's a lot to take in a short time. I'm leaving for Niagra Falls in two days, and I'm excited, but I feel like a cloud over me too.

Sunday Zoo

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We went to the OKC Zoo last Sunday. It was such a beautiful day, and all the girls were here. Brandon wanted to especially see the snow leopards. They were so cute. There were two young cubs. When we went to the cat forest, we asked a man if the snow leopards were in there. He said, "I don't know, but there's one pissed off tiger in there." Sure enough, we checked it out and this tiger paced, growled, and even mini-lunged at the fence. (Maybe he didn't like me calling him "pretty.") The girls climbed a pretty high rock wall too. Maycie got scared about 2/3rds up and didn't want to go farther. I was having fun trying different ways to use my camera. All in all we had a fun day!

I'm a Lover

You are The Lovers

Motive, power, and action, arising from Inspiration and Impulse.

The Lovers represents intuition and inspiration. Very often a choice needs to be made.

Originally, this card was called just LOVE. And that's actually more apt than "Lovers." Love follows in this sequence of growth and maturity. And, coming after the Emperor, who is about control, it is a radical change in perspective. LOVE is a force that makes you choose and decide for reasons you often can't understand; it makes you surrender control to a higher power. And that is what this card is all about. Finding something or someone who is so much a part of yourself, so perfectly attuned to you and you to them, that you cannot, dare not resist. This card indicates that the you have or will come across a person, career, challenge or thing that you will fall in love with. You will know instinctively that you must have this, even if it means diverging from your chosen path. No matter the difficulties, without it you will never be complete.

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Your Autumn Test Results

You are a energetic, warm, optimistic person. You approach everything with a lot of enthusiasm. When you're happiest, you are outgoing and expressive . You love celebrations, and you enjoy showing off a little. You prefer change to come slowly. You need a long transition period when your life changes. You find solitude to be the most comforting thing in the world. Being alone with your thoughts feels very peaceful. Your ideal day is active and full. You like to keep busy with your favorite things, and you appreciate a routine. You tend to live in the moment. You enjoy whatever is going on, and you don't obsess over the past or future.